The purpose of the gift is not mine to keep

After ten years in hiatus I have decided that it was time to share my writing again. I have not had anything published during those ten years until recently. After all, Life is worth living and is meant for giving because you can't take anything with you when you leave. It's certainly does not mean that I am any more important than the next person, but I have something relevant to say. I have written much about things that I feel are important to me and Humanity in general. We have all been given a gift and it is up to us how we choose to use it. If we keep it to ourselves it will only serve us. There will be no return because we did not invest it in someone or something. How can I reap if I don't plant or sow? There will be no harvest. How selfish I once was until I knew that my gift, talent or ability was not mine to keep, but it was for the purpose of helping others. Perhaps if one doesn't think too hard or try to elaborate some scientific intelligent method of reasoning for life we might find that that gift can change someone elses. To think that the dysfunctional and traumatic things I experienced in my life could help someone else was unfathomable at one time. You see my friend, someone out there is where I used to be.